I shout and yell at both of the Generals Tzadaka and Gila'ad's spokespersons. I informed them about my decision to access through the Jordan river bridge as a challenge of them!!

I said, " you have two options, to let me access or to make arrest on me, you can't continue playing this dirty game!! You can't make my future, you are a big layers, the Shabak is not looking for me, you just scary of my tong, of my words as a journalist, you can't control me, I'm staying 14 hours daily, dealing with the computer and writing against Israel, against what you are doing, if you are scary about that, you should stop it, I can't live with your animals soldiers, the son of bitches and then you claimed that I'm staying illegal in Israel. That's a funny joke, you are occupying my house throwing me to the streets, and then you said, you are illegal in Israel, I hate you, I hate the occupation, so let me get out of this hell!! "

Peter Lerner, Tzadaka's spokesperson shout at me too. He said are you threatening me Kawther. That's not true, this is polished, just I put the facts clear in front of you! You hold my life under the hostage of a computer mistake. O false roomers.

Peter said, " no, you have a security problem " . That's not true, I have a journalistic problem with your government, with Daniel Seaman, the son of bitch. You want to rape my free words, really I don't care about all of you, I'm not a terrorist or a suicide bomber, I'm a journalist, but you made lost self control...!

I was shout to protect my rights. I'm sure that I didn't have any security problems with Israel, it's invented reasons, so I shout at them without consideration.

I left them like this. The journalists were requesting them at the same moment too, " She is in Jaricho now, you can't send her back " !! She going to access the bridge, what did you say?

The Generals offices began calling each others, she is in Jaricho?

I called them again, I was polite, I said, " please I delayed my travel through the bridge until Wednesday 24 July, in order to give you more enough time to think about the problem and solve it without noise. I know I'm not wanted, and you will not arrest me, I'm sure about that, so all what I want to cross the bridge without problems and making more damage on I Israel reputation!! "

I continued calling them each hour. The International Federation of journalist Faxed the Generals offices too. Then I talked to Colonel Amnon Cohen, the head of the Civil Administration office in Hebron.

I felt something changed, the secretary asked me to wait on line, she said, " Amnon on the line, please wait a second " . Amnon talked to me very polite, he was wondering, who told you that you are not allowed to access through Jordan? This is not true, I'm allowing you to access. I thought you had already cross, they told me you are there, and I recommended to make it easy for you!!

I didn't believe what I heard. I asked, and if they send me back? Amnon said, just call me from there on my cell phone, you know the number? this is my number, please write it....!!

I Know Amnon before, if he said something, he fulfill it soon. Amnon tried to make me quite, he make a comment about what I wrote in the newspaper the last couple of days, he was satisfied of that.

I received another call, I said, Amnon " Letraout " .